Life is like that?

I can't really have moods to write a proper blog. Instead I have the moods to spend time to vain.

That is sitting on the floor and day-dreaming after few hours. And I think ' it's time to bed', click few times on the facebook bookmark and gmail bookmark to check again if there's news, if there are people replying me. Then, few minutes pass. I think again 'it's time to bed'.....over and over. Life is flying time..

Have to plan what's my future now. I have no idea what I am doing now. I have several confusions in my mind that I can really resolve that. I am listening to the music, put the mind into the subconscience, pretending that nothing happened. I shall be looking forward, bring the confusion in front of me, like the draft on the blackboard, and I will clean it up. that's what I supposed to do that

But It is different. As if I am thinking to compose a music, but music afterward is controlling me.

Life is like that? Never. Time to recover now. I have been sick for one week. should think something beneficial to me now.