Quiz

The quiz somethings is really mystery but amazing. As if your action, your favorite, your thought-everything will be implied inside the everything in the world, like colors like cloud like a little glimpse and a bit of breathing. You just need to explore more and more to the world, learning from them about yourself.

The quiz is just somewhat the discovered way to explore to the world as to your self, concise and simple although not accurate all the time. To explore the world is important to find your self- I believe that

Life is like that?

I can't really have moods to write a proper blog. Instead I have the moods to spend time to vain.

That is sitting on the floor and day-dreaming after few hours. And I think ' it's time to bed', click few times on the facebook bookmark and gmail bookmark to check again if there's news, if there are people replying me. Then, few minutes pass. I think again 'it's time to bed'.....over and over. Life is flying time..

Have to plan what's my future now. I have no idea what I am doing now. I have several confusions in my mind that I can really resolve that. I am listening to the music, put the mind into the subconscience, pretending that nothing happened. I shall be looking forward, bring the confusion in front of me, like the draft on the blackboard, and I will clean it up. that's what I supposed to do that

But It is different. As if I am thinking to compose a music, but music afterward is controlling me.

Life is like that? Never. Time to recover now. I have been sick for one week. should think something beneficial to me now.

That's why I choose Art and Science

I have no doubt that I am prefer to read the textbooks with definitions, ideas, explanation...and all that, rather than to read the textbooks with mathematical formula and mathematical workings. Maybe I am too used to read humanities and social science..

Hey, I am major in Act sciences. Shouldn't be that.

Maybe there is a reason. For basic maths subject, I don't really need so much effort to score. But indeed I have impulses to improve my English ability ( especially for writing skills that I really want), therefore I am keen to read and write rather than calculate..

But I still like math. Having given up some credits, I will take some math advanced subject. Hopefully I can do it.

Here I am, In United States

There might always have something to say if the first event in life occurred. I actually agree with this statement, but how to describe and to tell people, is another question. I am not keen to answer that because here and now I am figuring to write the following passage.

I like the idea 'adoption to new environment is an adjusting process for a person's shape'. I don't literally have no shape, or said I would like to have no shape. Thankfully I am quite used to be here, to be staying here, to be breathing here. As if here is where I am going to do my all things, including studies, meditation ( for philosophy only) and changes of me, and then I come here without knowing much about here. Having settled it, I have my life pursuit. I am not sure with any possible outcome might happen, but figuratively speaking, the shapeless person can fit to anythings. Like water...

Just to be water...that's what I am thinking

All of the new life are certainly new. Just wait and see, and enjoy.

Even there are problems I wouldn't hesitate to overcome it, just like in the beginning of this blog, I eventually write down my feeling without thinking too much how I should write this blog.

I like that feeling. I hope others can understand and follow my idea. Feeling good and breathing well. Even It's not a deep one. But at least you're living.

That's my another thought. a fragment of my life

Departures (Okuribito)

Literally, it is a profession of 'encoffiner', the person who send off the dead people to the last journey of live- it is another 'departure' by narration of this movie. This movie is superb- excellently indicating that death can be tranquil; death can be reminiscent of elders and people who being loved; death can be a tradition that how people think of subtle gap between life and death; death can be a kiss with regrets；death can be a forgiveness.

It is about an untalented cellist became Okuribito. After the dismission of orchestra, he found a job which regarded as dirty and tainted job by the society. Touching a corpse is an embarrassment. At first, the job was described by the boss vaguely. But it could be seen as that this job could be undescribable-it has to be felt with intuition as well as experiences. I found that this job is respectable with depiction of that the main character felt proud of his job even though his wife and friend couldnt accept the nature of this job. The movie has a nice-flow. By the professsion performance of sending the death, it seemed very accurate and attentive. Through it audiences can be able to feel the meanings of death indeed.

Death served s a significant process of human life, is an transcending of life's pains. The pace of this movie was directed very fairly. Sometimes there is a humorous joke but you couldnt laugh. Death can be very peaceful. I was moved though i'm not a person who adherent to traditional rituals（although I feel very aggresive to chinese funeral practices-messy). In shory for this movie, I have a question-why don't watch it now?

By the way, initial contacting with this movie is through the soundtracks. Joe Hisaishi is a great musician that l love starting from studio Ghibli movies(if you don't know, just check and watch it, it need no any explanation). One of these tracks is called Ave Maria-literally mother'love. It is touching and thinkable music( you can get it from me). New road, another track is not my sms ringtone. Anyway, you should listen to it. a piece of movies

Some Anthropological Assumptions

There is somewhat like metaphysics that even experts have to prove there is an existence for metaphysics. Anthropology, in other way, propels people to believe that there might be some benefits of learning. Comparing with philosophy, I’ve never thought of what good is of learning philosophy because it is so intriguing to learn it. Instead anthropology is making me to think despite it is for a while- what’s good of learning it? Having studied primatology, one aspect of anthropology, I’ve realized that there is some assumptions underlying ourselves that we used to believe, trust on and make faith of.

1. Driven by our curiosity, we do unmindfully believe learning anthropology would be advantageous to our thinking process or awareness.
2. Unlike history dealing with modern history and cultures, anthropology in some aspects is researching into primates’ fossils and animals such as apes and monkeys, bearing a likeness to humans so that humans could learn of their origins and habitats.
3. There could be similarities between humans and apes whereas humans’ cultures are so distinct with apes’ living styles.

There assumptions are as alike as David Hume’s matter of facts that we could only choose to believe. If we are not content, and trying to figure out why we are spontaneously inclined to so-called ‘anthropological assumptions’, we might end up like me confining into a space that unable to step further more. And deny lot of things. a short piece of thoughts

The Notebook- It's not that brilliant

This 2004-released film isn't as much brilliant as I expect. The story start at an old man reading a notebook to an amnesia patient in a nursing house. At a summer, Noah fall in love with a girl who came traveling to his town. They have much fun because their relationship's so perfect that they're not separable. Allie's parent however did not support their relationship due to make reasonable of Allie's prosperous family background. It's quite usual under the movie settings or cultural process that lower-class is quite hard to approach high-classes. It's not important. Their love like never perished though Allie engaged to someone. After all Allie came back to his side again.

Okay, i have no much words to describe this simple movie-it's not a praise. Comparing to some similar movies to link up the past stories through a person's reading or telling such as The Curious Case of Benjamin Button or Atonement, this movie is too simple to be an outstanding film. Perhaps it's a classic e but it could only be at that time.

I love Titanic more. There's luxuriously gigantic ship going to sink together with several pianists was willing to play pieces to comfort, the fireworks and chilly ices make you feel pathetic to the characters...I think I watched too much romantic movies-should stop for a period. a piece of movies