Life Contingencies?

Okay, you use up all the symbol and I am trying to memorize all.. which thicker than a dictionary.

My Holidays

Okay, now is my time to renew my blog about my holidays

I had been too exhausted to write down all the things happened. But it doesn't mean a lot of matters happened during this time. Nope. It was just repeated, and now I can feel it will be ended very soon. Real soon.

Only three places I could even think, even dream in my nightmare- Thai House, my house and Kelvin's house. Oh my god, since I have had my nightmare for taking flight from Malaysia to United States, now I have a new nightmare. Hurray!! at least I can try new things.

The life is just like that. I have been working over 30hrs per week, and dealing with those new students, bringing them to the campus, potlucking, and even more. Okay, I should claim that it's really fun to have that but sometime just need to be controlled. Control means 'don't let me too exhausted.'

Hope Next time we still can have fun on that. For those new students.

Open school will be sooner. I can't imagine what will be going on next semester. Malaysian Night? Sponsorship? Chinese New Year? My girlfriend? All the things will come together on me again. So.. now is the time to rest for a while. Please let me have at least one week..

That's called Balance

You was such a sentimental creature, making a fuss about anything creeping over you that was just imperceptible to you. Crying like a shit without any predicaments. Cried over the blue sky, the sun, the sunshine, the sunset, the sunrise, the moon, the cloud as if you're being bullied. You went to see a doctor even if you're not sick. You complained over everything that are different from you, making them as same as you but impossible in a result that you kept complaining.

But you smiled and even laugh when you're dying (Luckily you did it). It's such a balanced life.

Pho Bo Ingredient list

Ingredients

1. Beef Broth or Beef Bones
2. Beef tender or Beef Frank
3. Noodles
4. Large and Small inions
5. Australian Mints
6. Bean Sprouts
7. Star Anise
8. Cinnamon
9. Coriander
10. Cloves
11. Fennel
12. Cardamom (Maybe)
13. Lime
14. Fish Sauce
15. Ginger

So far the ingredients are like that. Wow, I am wondering if I will cook this troublesome thing. Hoping there are phobo paste for me to cook..

Thanks for

images.google.com

dict.cn

and ... some recipes website..( I have been searching a lot)

Hibernating

Hibernating is a form of sleeping inactively in your room, especially just on your bed with bed comforters covering over you due to that the weather is so chilly cool that you don't want to face to, or because of your laziness.

People and things will substantially change as you wake up. You feel like you did nothing during hibernation but just sleeping. You feel like you're still alive but you're not longer belong to this world. You HAVE TO ADAPT IT AGAIN. And the people around you are still looking forward to the future and seemingly they will not look back, at you especially.

Hibernating, thus can be a way of escaping from this world. But please make sure you have to be prepared toward whatever will happen after awakening.

Quiz

The quiz somethings is really mystery but amazing. As if your action, your favorite, your thought-everything will be implied inside the everything in the world, like colors like cloud like a little glimpse and a bit of breathing. You just need to explore more and more to the world, learning from them about yourself.

The quiz is just somewhat the discovered way to explore to the world as to your self, concise and simple although not accurate all the time. To explore the world is important to find your self- I believe that

Life is like that?

I can't really have moods to write a proper blog. Instead I have the moods to spend time to vain.

That is sitting on the floor and day-dreaming after few hours. And I think ' it's time to bed', click few times on the facebook bookmark and gmail bookmark to check again if there's news, if there are people replying me. Then, few minutes pass. I think again 'it's time to bed'.....over and over. Life is flying time..

Have to plan what's my future now. I have no idea what I am doing now. I have several confusions in my mind that I can really resolve that. I am listening to the music, put the mind into the subconscience, pretending that nothing happened. I shall be looking forward, bring the confusion in front of me, like the draft on the blackboard, and I will clean it up. that's what I supposed to do that

But It is different. As if I am thinking to compose a music, but music afterward is controlling me.

Life is like that? Never. Time to recover now. I have been sick for one week. should think something beneficial to me now.