Tuesday, November 16, 2010

What does Eating mean to me

Tuesday, November 16, 2010
It is, for sure that I will not be able to answer any questions like this in voice very quickly. I will be stunned and be standing there, thinking " what is the best answer I can come out of my mind to this question". The longer time I am brainstorming the more difficult I can escape from my mind. This is a question I've heard this night. And really I tried to answer like I were a mock interviewee. And then I realized that I will gonna fail again my toefl for the speaking part. I can imagine that. I realized that I am still having a major problem I start dealing with since three years ago. I can really speak well

So I want to type. Eating is just a basic need for human being. Like sleeping, walking, living or whatsoever. But I observed, the basic need turns out to be a qualitative evaluation nowadays, about my standard of living. It's, as in, how I need to eat to maintain my healthiness. It's, How I need to avoid certain kind of food, just not to spoil my body ( as in to live longer). Eating is a sort-of medical aliment.

Eating is just not feeding my stomach only. It's other more. To be more sophisticated, it's about aesthetic. How to cook the food in the perfect way to satisfy my tongue. Furthermore, how it supposes to look like when it is appeared in front of me? the smell, the flavor, the arrangement of the food designed on a plate. When it serves my basic need (such as it is enough for me and it's okay to eat), I will ask MORE. Eating becomes a way of enjoying life.

So eventually, Eating serves me with two parts. One is it satisfies my body need. One is, it's my habit to enjoy eating, always.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Responding to The Rumor

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
If you know me
you will gonna like me

But if you don't
Please Raise Your Standard

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Acts 470

Saturday, April 3, 2010
I did not attend the class for few weeks. On last friday, i was really convinced by myself that i really needed to go for just one. I needed to know what happened and what going on this class while people are learning.

But during the class, we shared jokes due to the moody weather.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

New Blog

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Okay, I know that I am trying to think in bilingual way, and so far I cannot manage it. But even that, I really really want to keep my ability to write chinese, especially to improvise something about my ideas and my imaginary. I want to be a writer and translator, and I am pursuing and looking forward to this area as my Actuarial Science can only provide so a little that it's just a way of dealing with 'lives' and 'death'. Nope, i want more creative thoughts about 'lives' and 'deaths' even it's unmeasurable.

Ok, the purpose of Chinese blog is just showing off my mastery of Chinese basically. Laugh Out Loud.

By the way, I know that Chinese thought and English thought is different and somehow diversified, I ought to know that there is a lot and a lot of information and knowledge which is more important to deal with only the language. I know that Language is always the problem for me but I don't really care. I should expose myself to the language by not really learning it however by learning other stuff which can help me to improve my language subconsciously.

I don't know the right way. I will prefer to improve my literacy first, especially writing, which will bring the happiness to me. Dread is not a proper method to learn anything. Just go ahead, man.

From the new blog, I think sharing is also important. It's too hard to a person to shallow the sun, and keep the mouth shut. It's too hard for a person to have massive thought but also explosive.

Have fun for blogging.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Encountering

Sunday, March 7, 2010
This is a world full of miracles. You may not understand the beauty of those miracles; might be due to your inadequate experience or rejecting. But still the miracles exist, no matter you're in this world or not. How you deal with this, is cognitive problem.

As the clock mention you the time, we cherish it. When the miracles come unfavorable to us, you know that, It's another sign, a warning and a warm advice that you should question yourself- What you want. You should move on, this is the point. Either look back the miracles or not, It's up to you.

I know, you shouldn't be apprehended for other's crime. a piece of mind

Friday, March 5, 2010

Time

Friday, March 5, 2010
You can use months to know a person but you can just even use a second to forget that person. Just see how you gonna spend your time.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Life Contingencies?

Monday, February 8, 2010
Okay, you use up all the symbol and I am trying to memorize all.. which thicker than a dictionary.

Friday, January 8, 2010

My Holidays

Friday, January 8, 2010
Okay, now is my time to renew my blog about my holidays

I had been too exhausted to write down all the things happened. But it doesn't mean a lot of matters happened during this time. Nope. It was just repeated, and now I can feel it will be ended very soon. Real soon.

Only three places I could even think, even dream in my nightmare- Thai House, my house and Kelvin's house. Oh my god, since I have had my nightmare for taking flight from Malaysia to United States, now I have a new nightmare. Hurray!! at least I can try new things.

The life is just like that. I have been working over 30hrs per week, and dealing with those new students, bringing them to the campus, potlucking, and even more. Okay, I should claim that it's really fun to have that but sometime just need to be controlled. Control means 'don't let me too exhausted.'

Hope Next time we still can have fun on that. For those new students.

Open school will be sooner. I can't imagine what will be going on next semester. Malaysian Night? Sponsorship? Chinese New Year? My girlfriend? All the things will come together on me again. So.. now is the time to rest for a while. Please let me have at least one week..